a killing joke

i've become a war torn country
walls have been built up
i've been divided up between the most frightened.

walls have been built
there are enemies and allies on both sides
and no one in sight holds a hammer.

i curse the night
i say aloud when no one is around
that no one is listening or caring

i believe in the deafnesss
in the blindness
in the ignorant.

truth is;
they're all there...
will be
have been

and all this will eventually be one big joke that i'll laugh about to myself on my deathbed